Current mood:

crappy

It is a rainy Friday...
Everybody at my job is talking about the super-bowl this Sunday and once again I am like a bump on a log... What Super-Bowl?!? I do not follow the sporting events...so like the Giants are playing or something?! Boy, I was so tunned out, lol. I never have anything in common with the people I work with that are outside of my inner-circle aka anyone "Norman and Aaskehs". Only they talk to me, anyone else is just "out" of my league... I hate it. The rich girl is getting married this summer so she is picking out her dress and she is asking the girl next to me her advice, but not mine...I feel so left out :O( why do people hate me?!?!!! Why must I be so f*cking different!?!??! My whole life I was the "different" "weirdo" that no body wants to talk to...great...and it is so freaken cold outside, I hate winter times.

Ugh, great...to make me feel better, Aakesh is taking his gf/fiance to Mexico in 2 weeks... He was on the phone today telling her not to worry cuz he will give to the gf's mother some money for rent?! He is so fucking caring...I hate it... I cannot help but be jealous... What is her secret!?!? Where do men like that grown?! Lol, geeze. Well, we've all made our beds, now we must lay in it I suppose...

Ugh, I hate today... this week was a blurr. I had to speak with a million tax lawyers, they all gave me head aches cuz they all interpreted the same tax laws differently!!! This makes it difficult for me to know how to design a system if they themselves do not know the calculation. These people are getting paid like $500K and they cannot give me a straight answer. ugh, I want to go to on a vacation !!! well, at least I'll be going to Florida in March, but that is more Harry cuz he wants to see Wrestle Mania...I just hope I go see the blue waters at least.

I am glad I will see Krystina tonight...yay!