Current mood:

annoyed

You know it is Monday when...
You have to drag your a$$ out of bed and rush yourself to work... My mom has the flu, so she didn't wake me up and neither did I. So I woke up late and I had to rush, do my hair, wash myself etc... well, b/c of me rushing, I left my flat iron on my bed and I forgot about it... when I came back to my room, I accidentaly sat down on it, lol. Oh great! Now, I cannot sit. I have a giant 4 inch plate inprint on my upper thigh and it hurts like a b*tch... To make matters worse, I went to a tanning booth yesterday. Not seeing immediate results, I thought I wasn't going to get a tan on my first try...well, this morning, my back hurts cuz I burned myself, lol. I guess it takes 24 hrs to develop a fake tan?! So my back hurts, shoulders too and my thigh...today will be a real pain in the butt...

Aside from that, my mom has the flu...I told her to go see a doctor especially since she had her sinus surgery she doesn't want a fluid to build up in that open space from the nasal drip. She said, that is ok, she'll just take my father's un-finished anti-biotic from last month...WTF!!! How POLISH ARE YOU!??! First of all, how can you NOT finish your anti-biotic!? Then you share it!??! YOU cannot do that! I have a head ache...

Ugh...yesterday I filmed with Blake. I really enjoyed doing something else for a change... Everyone involved in the film, wants to break into the movie business in some way shape or form. I am so amazed by their devotion and dedication to their craft... I am very conscious of the fact that they are in search of their ultimate dream, I guess, and the rest of us are working stiffs, lol. I mean, who grows up talking about when I grow up I want to be multi-million dollar hedge-fund investor, lol. People just fall into it cuz it is comfortable and the financial reward is there. I suppose as for me, I am caught in limbo - my parents never allowed me to do the things I wanted to do...and especially since they paid for my first year of college and allowed me to live in their home, I was their slave and I could not disobey...they always made fun of Blake and his dream and how his parents tolerate such non-sense. How can he not contribute(financially) to his aging parents? This is what I deal with. My parents would be impressed with a doctor, a stock-broker etc but nothing else...anything else is just a hobby and people should get their heads out of the clouds... so this is where I am... I don't know what I like anymore, I was never allowed to explore, I suppose... I need to roll with what I got, so all in all, I enjoyed hanging out with Blake's friends and all.

To make matters worse, what happens if you studied for a test that you knew you passed only once you got it back you got the lowest grade in the class? Well, Harry did not get that manager position he interviewed with... It is very saddening to see, cuz he was so optomistic and ready. AND the fact that the DM he interviewed with said that he was "too witty and too immature" and " how she was surprised that Harry is an Assisiant Manager in the first place"...WTF!??! After analyzing this to its fullest, she did not mention anything positive about Harry...I thought that very odd... My boss made us interview people and we always had to make a list of pros and cons for each person, even if it was total b/s...so it was odd that she only said the negative things...it seems like she never wanted harry to begin with, she had different priorities and he agenda was all scred up...if anything, she was the one that was wrong for saying all the negative things about Harry... Hello! Look at the results he brought into his current store(s)?!? When Harry spoke to his old Manager, she said that it were b/s reasons why the interviewer did not select him... Also, the interviewer shouldn't even have been asking Harry the questions she did about his personality and stuff...she should of focused more on WHAT HIS CURRENT ACCOMPLISHMENTS were... so I was confused myself... My bf spends more time at work than he does with me!??!? Does that go unnoticed?!?? WTF!!! And on friday my friend Krystina was saying how her supervisor is also telling her how she is not cut out for a hospital setting in the OT dept... what is it with these people being all negative to the people they are trying to teach?!?
well, i'll write more later...I'll talk to Steve about this cuz he is a director, which is equivalent to a DM @ STBX I suppose...